They let me say the inexpressible. I found my center. I found a way back to my body. I found the space to see myself truly.
My love of photography guided me to photograph underwater, and it is where I found my refuge. The water takes the weight. Underwater it comes quickly and there is nothing left to hold up. On land it takes longer and it still comes.
I photograph the moment a person stops arranging themselves. My photography gives me space to understand complex emotions. I needed to validate my own experience, to witness all that I am.
That is the whole practice. I wait, and then I make the photograph.
The photographs are half of it. The rest is written.
The form is neither rising nor falling. It is awkwardly in between.
An attempt to photograph the strength it takes to be helpless and out of control.
The title is Van Gogh's, from a letter he wrote in 1889. The series was awarded Contemporary Talent 2012 by the François Schneider Foundation.
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And I knew it the first time I dove in over a decade ago.
I discovered the power of underwater photography, honing my skills to create a refuge for complex emotions.
My photos have been exhibited and collected all over the world, unraveling the depths of desires and feelings beneath the surface.
These days the photographs come with writing. I send both out every few weeks.
You are on the list.
The next one goes out when there is something ready. If you told me what you are making, I will read it.